Monday, 15 December 2014

Final Decision


2nd January  2015
 

Nurul Nadia Binti Rusli
34, --------------------,
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Selangor Darul Ehsan

 

Manager, Human Resources
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12 ----------------------------------
,
50450 Kuala Lumpur

 Attention: Ms --------

 
 

Dear Ms -------

 

I wish to formally notify you that I am resigning from my position as Contract Executive with ----------------------------------------------------------- SDN. BHD. My last day of employment will be 27th February 2015 as per my obligations under the terms of my employment contract.

 

I appreciate the opportunities I have been given at --------------------------------------------------------------- SDN. BHD and your professional guidance and support. I wish you and the company success in the future.

 

 

Yours sincerely

 
 

Nurul Nadia Binti Rusli

 

Saturday, 6 December 2014

Random

The reason why I started blogging was to find ways channeling whatever thoughts I have within me and also as means of improving my English. I hope my English bertambah baik selepas ini..

Ok tu je..

Bye..

Sunday, 17 August 2014

27 Mistakes Of Your Life You Will Realize When You're Old

Today is Sunday where I should be spending my lovely Sunday at home lazying around, watching TV, stroll at the lake etc but here I am stuck in the office of which I was supposed to finish off my work but again here I am writing my blog. Confusing enough?

I stumbled upon this site which list down 27 mistakes that you'll probably regret not doing when you still have the time or chance to do.

Link here ---> 27-Mistakes-Of-Your-Life-You-Will-Realize-When-You're-Old

Pictures are from the blog as stated above. But elaboration is from my personal point of view and perspective based on my life (as if it matters -___-")

I agreed to almost every point that the writer pointed out.

1. Not travelling while you could.

1. Not travelling while you could.
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Nadia's point of view:
 
Ok seriously I believed that the only thing holding you back from travelling the world is the moolah (for someone yg bukan anak org kaya like myself). but I think again, money is something that you can always try to find, but you certainly can't turn back time to recreate memories right? That's why I will try my best to save money so that i can travel the world.

* I just missed MAS airlines promotion T__T ----being a procrastinator me T_____T
 
2. Skipping gym and neglecting physical fitness.
 
2. Skipping gym and neglecting physical fitness.
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Nadia's point of view:

I just terminated my gym membership because I keep on paying for service that I don't use because I don't have time (and money)  T__T But I'll try to be a regular visitor of Shah Alam lake which is located just behind my house (it's free)

3. Not quitting a terrible job.
 
3. Not quitting a terrible job.
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Nadia's point of view:

I know I should be grateful because at least i have a job so that i can earn a living but I totally hate what I'm doing. So my plan is to do my business part time until I'm stable enough to quit ---- #prayfornadia
 
4. Not saying I love you when you had the chance.
 
4. Not saying I love you when you had the chance.
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Nadia's point of view:

Never abandone or neglect those who care about you because you might lose them forever. I regret for not accepting Encik Gigih back then.
 
5. Living someone else's dream.
 
5. Living someone else's dream.
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Nadia's point of view:
 
I have nothing to say about this.
 
6. Spending your time procrastinating.
 
6. Spending your time procrastinating.
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Nadia's point of view:

Yup, like procrastinating to buy flight ticket to Sydney and now no more promotion. Dear MAS please please please make more promotions after this.

And another thing is procrastinating on taking care of my weight. I've balloned to my previous obese weight (again) after succesfully reduced like 20kgs T____T
 
7. Not trying harder at school.
 
7. Not trying harder at school.
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Nadia's point of view:

Seeing my niece got a scholarship to further study in Australia makes me regret on mi youth time. If only I work hard enough and channel my energy on something good I might not have to be where I am today... Living some else's dreams instead of mine.
 
8. Not spending enough time with your family and friends.
 
8. Not spending enough time with your family and friends.
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Nadia's point of view:

Sometimes I spent too much time on work or too much time being alone that i forgot that I actually have an aging mother and a growing beautiful daughter. I just hope that I will not have to regret on this one.
 
9. Holding grudges with people, especially your loved ones.
 
9. Holding grudges with people, especially your loved ones.
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Nadia's point of view:

There was this one point of time where I was too tired to hold grudge against Encik Kentut (my ex husband). It's so tiring so I decided to move on. It helps a lot. But I still don't have the confidence to face him in real life with this rhinoceros body
 
10. Not realizing how beautiful you are.
 
10. Not realizing how beautiful you are.
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Nadia's point of view:

What ever it is I don't think I will be able to feel confidence in this gigantic fat covered body.
 
11. Being too consumed in work.
 
11. Being too consumed in work.
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Nadia's point of view:

What to do. This is what you get to realising someone else's dreams right?
 
12. Not taking the time to learn something new when you could.
 
12. Not taking the time to learn something new when you could.
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Nadia's point of view:

I need to learn sewing ASAP
 
13. Not taking up adventures.
 
13. Not taking up adventures.
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Nadia's point of view:

Oh well nothing much i can say about this because I'm not an adventurous person and I will never be.
 
14. Confining yourself to defined gender roles.
 
14. Confining yourself to defined gender roles.
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Nadia's point of view:

No comment
 
15. Getting into unnecessary fights.
 
15. Getting into unnecessary fights.
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Nadia's point of view:

I always ended up getting in to a fight with my colleague. I'm hot tempered. But it's certainly something that i regret when I think about it. I feel childish.

16. Not listening to your parents advice.
 
16. Not listening to your parents advice.
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Nadia's point of view:

Sorry mak, you know how rebellious growing up teens are and........ i still haven't changed a bit.. hahahah ok ok I'll start being a good daughter from tomorrow onwards ya? --Nadia the procrastinator

17. Staying in a bad relationship.
 
17. Staying in a bad relationship.
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Nadia's point of view:

I'm no longer in a relationSHIT, I've successfully escaped myself from a bad relationship. I hope my friends realised they're in a relationSHIT before it's too late. You know who you are my friend.
 
18. Learning to cook one awesome meal.
 
18. Learning to cook one awesome meal.
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Nadia's point of view:

I recently learned to cook sambal ikan bilis kering and am proud of it.

19. Always worrying about what others think.
 
19. Always worrying about what others think.
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Nadia's point of view:

Yup, overthinking all the time. Overthinking on the inconsequestial stuffs.
 
20. Holding yourself back due to society and cultural norms.
 
20. Holding yourself back due to society and cultural norms.
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Nadia's point of view:

No comment

21. Starting off something and never finishing it.
 
21. Starting off something and never finishing it.
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Nadia's point of view:

Yup I regret being someone that's "hangat2 tahi ayam". I always start something without finishing it. I always do things halfway beause I get easily demotivated T__T
 
22. Never performing in front of others.
 
22. Never performing in front of others.
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Nadia's point of view:

Haha no way you gonna see me performing anything. Sorry, I don't regret this one.

23. Worrying way too much.
 
23. Worrying way too much.
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Nadia's point of view:

Refer elaboration on point #19
 
24. Letting jealousy over power you.
24. Letting jealousy over power you.
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Nadia's point of view:

Jealousy destroyed my marriage

25. Not taking the time to make contacts or engage in networking.
25. Not taking the time to make contacts or engage in networking.
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Nadia's point of view:

I wish I can make more friends.
 
26. Hurting a close friend.
26. Hurting a close friend.
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Nadia's point of view:

I lost my bff few years ago. I don't know what went wrong but we suddenly go on or own way. I must've done something that hurt her so bad that she turned away from me. If you ever stumbled upon my blog please know that I'm deeply sorry for ruining our friendship.
 
 
27. Not being grateful enough.
27. Not being grateful enough.
Via

Nadia's point of view:

I complain a lot. Maybe I should learn to be grateful and start appreciating what I already have.

So that concluded among the things that I might regret later on and some of it I have already starting to regret.

 

Monday, 23 June 2014

MBO Birthday Treats - JUNE 2014

I forgot to redeem my birthday treat from MBO which is 2 movie tickets of any choice (movies marked with *) so this week shall be the last week for me to redeem the tickets.

Not sure on the method of redemption though. I'll just ask for assistance when I reach the theatre.

But the problem is, I have one extra ticket and no one to accompany me. I can bring Alyaa of course but when I check online, movies with * are mostly movies for adults (which will bore her to death).

Most of my friends either married, in a relationship (strict one) or with kids. So I don't think any of them will be free to accompany me right.

Nevermindla, it's free pon kan..

Hi Adam Sandler, see you tonight at 8.30pm k..

Sunday, 22 June 2014

A.C.H.I.E.V.E.M.E.N.T.S

Just few days before my birthday, I reposted Jovian Mandagie's post on instagram. A picture of his tower. JM Tower located in Section 7 Shah Alam.

We were born on the same year and he's just few days older than I am.

In the age of 28, he already own his own tower. A bit of miscommunication occurred in the comments due to my friend's comments which I don't intend to elaborate here.

But guess what, he responded and elaborate how the label JOVIAN MANDAGIE started.

At the end of his elaboration, he stated that I should be worried if I still haven't accomplished anything at this age. So I started to think how loser I was for not achieving anything although I almost reach 30.

Then few days later, after my birthday, I realized I do have achieved most of my dreams. I may not own my own tower (soon baby soon), tons of louboutins shoes or drive a Porsche.

But still, I do have my own achievements.

Sunday, 16 March 2014

MUHASABAH DIRI


I came to a conclusion that I’m a bad person. Okay, bad might seem too extreme choice of word to use. So hateable it is. A new word I specially invent to describe myself. When I scroll back all my blogposts, most of it was in regards of me ranting on how bad my life was. Maybe it’s because of my own attitude.

I did some thinking (I rarely think of things that are not inconsequential) on why most people hate me. And why the hell suddenly I came up with the thought of people hating me.

Listed below chronologies that led to this assumption/theory (not according to sequence due to my brain’s low memory space)

·         My BFF of many years stopped being my BFF

·         I wasn’t invited to most of my school’s friend’s wedding

·         I was never invited to any event conducted by my school’s friends

·         My colleague from previous office didn’t invite me to join them for their island vacation

·         It’s been four months since I joined this new company and I’m still not in the office’s whatsapp group.

·         One of my colleague held a small birthday celebration at nearby restaurant and I was the only person whom was not invited

·         And many more other incidents and I’m too tired to dig it out from my wrecked brain and damaged heart

So all this while I thought all the people around me weren’t being nice to me, arrogant, selfish etc. But in this situation, maybe I was the one to be blamed. Right?

Besides the fact that I’m a fucking boring person, too negative, too lame, not adventurous and not attractive, being a helpless and not significant to others’ life were the case.

I need to change

If not for others, for myself

LOVE

I considered myself as not a lucky person when it comes to love. I’ve been a divorcee for the past 5 years. Since then I’ve been broken hearted twice. The wound weren’t that deep hence my capability to adapt to being broken for so many times. But wounds are still wounds.

Cuts are still cuts and it still hurts.

I need to erase “don’t take me seriously” and “not a wife material” signs that can be found all over my face.

SOLUTIONS:
·         Stop overthinking what others think of me for as long as I did nothing bad to them
·         Try to be more friendly
·         Accept the fact that I might end up being #foreveralone
·         Repeat
 
As for love, I might have to stop searching and focus on what’s in front of me.  
 
Do know that i will always give all of me when i love someone

Friday, 14 February 2014

saturday

Today is saturday and today I sent my mum for her ENT appointment because her hearing is getting worse day by day. Anyhow, after this I plan to go straight to the office to finish some works (that has been long overdue) yes I'm very slow.

I have so many things to story but too lazy to write it down. Haha. Lgpon skrg update pakai hp je. So till then.. tata.. next update will be about my decision to upgrade the #forveralone status to the next level..

Assalamualaikum..

Peace yawww